Friday, September 03, 2010
"My life" - The Game, oozing through the speakers. Keep true, hold your thoughts. Be steel. You are about to embark on another journey, a journey of all your control. Howard Roarke, Howard Roarke, can you be you - hold true to being you. Fuck the past, nothing more than mis-creation.
I sit back and I realize the fun too I have had in the "A", so who now is the A. You are my friend. Hold steady, meditate, stay focused....your worlds are being created. Whatever you want is available.
Radio Pandora - B.Buff is playing your A tunes and got you pumped. Be you bro - you have been planning all your life for the opportunities in front of you and available to you. You stayed true to your word with everyone, almost to the detriment to yourself. I and the world is proud of you. How will we show our thanks - poof - all your mental mountains are gone - what will you think about next with all that gone - Buildings, Skyscrapers, Pulitzer Prizes, and space travel.....your time is now and everyday until you decide. Until you decide.
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
I released a lot of dramas - and continue on the right thinking path. Choose to be the one, shit I know there is only one worth worrying about. I have finally except my thoughts and state today forward, "Through my will power, I dare to do what I want to - and the first thing I dare is to believe and dream to live and experience the most successful, happy life that has ever lived or will live. Through my will power, I dare to be what I want to - I dare to be a man of high character, the one's whose word is bond for my family and friends alike.
To you who inspired this release and relief, Good luck was my last words to you. As I write today, communicating through my will power, I dare to hold those thoughts of good thoughts for you and yours. Even that idea makes me sick yet as I Rehab myself, I forgive you. Goodbye and Good luck. As I erase and delete to never be seen again, its time to move on. Thank you God, yes you - I have always believed just at times let me thoughts get the best of me to bring you into my picture. Thank you Jay Z for all your inspiration and my new 99 problems.
Sunday, August 16, 2009
I am very careful to choose my words, speak to existence is the idea of the universe. I danced yesterday, for the first time since I was teenager dancing to Live in the basement. I played in the middle of Atlanta, piedmont park, as Paul McCartney serenaded me from a live performance. Serendipitous, if you live the example yet it was amazing. I walked around and the whole world was mine, it began to rain. At first I recoiled and began to run for cover and as if picked up and turned around, I began running to the soccer field. In the middle, I reached my hands up as if I was flying and began spinning round and round. The music, the rain, the freedom of it all was pure ectasy.
Osho - chapter 10
These words on are on my mind at the moment. Considering the chapters content, well it should be as being of no mind was the theme. An idea of thoughts and affirmations in respect to no mind is what I am contemplating. The pictures of what I want, who I want, who I am, where I am, why I am have presented themself to me at once. In meditation, of no mind, all this is dropped as if no past. If no past, what pictures do you have to create the future. A nervous thought - or a new thought that is of course uncomfortable as its being new.
Friday, April 03, 2009
What is work. Doing something I don't want to do. What is play. Being Everything else. My steps to directed thought has led me to Mr. Leonardo da Vinci.
Son, direct your thought on the ideal stumbles in life and you will have carved a life experience like no other.
Thursday, April 02, 2009
Wednesday, February 04, 2009
The Seduction of crotchless panties.
As the best day of the year approaches, Valentines day, I prepared for my day with an excitement of two virgins exploring each other. The days leading up to Valentine’s Day to be a little more specific. For approximately 2 weeks, men in the know, in the game take advantage of these days to truly appreciate the freethinking ability to walk into a lingerie store, comfortably and appreciate the garments intentioned for seductive purposes.
As I entered my first store, I was immediately drawn to a silky white crotchless panty, on such beautiful lace of flowers. As I run my hands over the first set of tantra crotchless panties I close my eyes meditatively and quickly grasps one of the techniques of the book of secrets and become one with idea and mate in a single instant as she stands against my penthouse window. Wearing a white robe, slightly undone revealing a hint of her red surprise. She caught me off guard and she knows it, playing with me, as I am oblivious to her tantric tactics.
I am curious about the color as I stretch my eyes for clarity, red yet what type of red as I beckon her closer with my approval. As I open the robe, I see cherry and its laced in satin, such soft tender satin, as I consider the feast and festivities. The fit it as snug as a bug in a rug, and creating the ultimate test for man. Patience, the art of the game in tune with the art of the seductive crotchless panty, two virgins exploring a new moment for the first time, curiously gazing, feeling, wandering, excited.
Excuse me.
Yes.
Can I help you?
Excuse me.
Can I help you with your panties?
Excuse me,
Your panties, excuse me, these panties?
Yes, um why yes you can.
Would you like to buy these?
I do but I can’t.
Why not?
I never buy anything I have never seen worn.
Really and I guess you want me to put this on for you.
Yes that would be delightful.
Okay then I will.
Oh how I love Valentines Day, the cu de tah of opportunities to flirt with women in the most amazing of shops to shop. I see that I am not alone; there are a few other men of men, tempting their manhood with big smiles on their faces. One wearing shades, the other under cloak and dagger, and him well everyone knows he is shopping for himself. Such a glorious time of the year.
Excuse me.
Yes.
I am still waiting.
Why don’t more people take the train?
If you ride the train at some point, you will have to wait for the train. I don’t think it is so much the waiting that bothers anybody, in fact I would say most people are okay with waiting for the train, as there is absolutely nothing you can do but wait and if you are a guy, pray for a heavy gust of wind.
I admit it. Not afraid to admit it and wonder if women sometimes wish it would happen to them or even plan for it to happen. Everyone can recall one starlet that owns’ the pose. It was my first trip out and about, going to visit my brother in college. Yes, I know its somewhat cliché yet I was taking the train from Lancaster to Providence. That’s where the cliché ends as I wasn’t a virgin, sexually, yet one to leaving the state and traveling by myself. I was excited as I entered the train. Didn’t look back and told my parents to drop me at the door. Yeah I was cool, I woke up late, which created a chain of events that had me jumping out the car, screaming hold that train.
I settled in for my trip, not exactly sure the ride time, 12-14 hours no biggie. I had magazines, a book, my walkman (there had to be a beginning for the ipod), and I was still tired so I figured I would sleep. I closed my eyes and was out a couple of hours, woke up confused, and fussy. Looked out of the window to view the scenery, nothing special as I closed the window blinds to observe my immediate surroundings.
Higher, higher, reach a little higher as the uniformed girl puts her books in the compartment above, and settles in to her seat but not before she reveals her white panties. She had to be the same age as I, catholic of course. By the way she was jostling around, un-hesitantly opening her legs wide revealing, her tanga styled underwear, basic colored panty. I assume it was cotton yet never really investigated women’s underwear for fabric choice. She looked to be five (5) foot six (6) inches in height, 108 lbs, athletic in tone and legs. She was sexy, and a joy to fixate on. She squirmed and jostled, as we looked at each other and quickly away. She stood up a few times to reveal herself from all sides, or at least that is what I thought. It took me a minute to realize she was preparing to get off at the upcoming station; my little muse was exiting the train.
We pulled into the station where she jumped up from her seat and began to leave. She looked back and smiled, a devilish smirk knowing that she made my day. I watched her as she greeted her friends, they were so happy that they collided together dropping their books. One butt, two butt, three butt, four you are the greatest God in this world to show me four little white butts in a single stroke. God has to be a man, to blow a gust of wind so strong to reveal to me 4 oyster pearls all dressed in white.
Patiently I waited, as the passengers entered. A little lighter and eager for the next stop, Providence.
2020 – February 4…Log Book
Startrek advancements have made getting a fruit roll-up a wonder, an enjoyment, and the best damn experience ever. I was searching for that particular grape flavor, not quite a jolly rancher grape taste, more of a Welch’s grape flavor yet chewable. For whatever reason, I wanted that particular taste and voila a machine appeared. Holodex, Wholodex, Whateverdex brought me Luna.
Luna was a sexy little broad, black boots, overcoat, cat like look and smile. I couldn’t believe my eyes. Her confident walk, straight, consistent, focused and mechanical yet her eyes gazed as if she was floating around in her head. Can I get you a drink, she asks. If you like, I replied. She returns with a yuengling black and tan, while replying, I heard it goes well with grape. She turns away, whisking her jacket hurriedly and disappears.
It’s a mellow mood style vibe, a thievery corporation sound oozing from the walls. She is just dancing in her own little world. She is both the environment and the energy flowing, there is no fighting her power, resist not. Mentally my mind began to dance, intoxicated in the moment, open to the opportunity. Her twirls became closer and closer to me. And in one well-practiced move, she removed her jacket and placed it upon me. By the time I realized what had happened she was standing in front of me topless wearing dark purple underwear that she began to rip off and eat.
She gyrated to the left and right on beat to the music, each time she was ripping a piece of her underwear off and eating it. I was confused and called her with my curiosity of mind and body. The smell was sweet and familiar and I couldn’t quite place the scent with my nose. I rubbed my cheek onto her bottom cheek and tasted her panties with my tongue. I couldn’t believe my taste buds. She was wearing what I have been craving, a grape fruit roll up flavored edible underwear. It was a stroke of genius and happenstance that I fulfilled my request in such a magical, dynamic way.
She danced and twirled, bopped to the left and right, all the while feeding me bits and pieces of her edible panties. I worked my way from one side to the other, eating feverishly for both my appetite and visual reward. The edible dance lasted for approximately 15 minutes and by the time I finished I was so parched that when I saw my beer, I grabbed my half full glass and downed it one swoop. And you know what, it did go well with the grape flavored panties worn by Luna.
Monday, January 19, 2009
I recently have taken up drawing. I purchased an animal drawing book that teaches you the fundamentals through retracing and circular drawing. As I practice my new hobby, I committed to the idea of becoming an artist and what exactly what that means, "to be" to me. As I perfect my new craft, I have set one rule - Wherever my mind roams as I hone my craft, follow it as a possible expression.
My practice today is an elephant. A happily animated elephant. As I was retracing the circles and practicing my shading, I was inspired to search for a school that would serve as a catalyst to my perfect expression. Maybe because of me shading a gray elephant or the idea of Howard Schultz being in mind as I reread his book, "Pour your heart into it", yet Seattle, Washington has popped into my head as the ideal location for a fine art school.
My search was destined as I found AI - The Art Institute of Seattle (www.artinsitutes.edu/seattle). It should serve as a possbile creative fertile ground for many of my graphic, interior, and animation design school desires and ambitions. As I was reviewing many of the varying websites that offered information on the school, the following excerpt from All ArtSchools.com (http://www.allartschools.com/schools/ID1040/) about the Art Institute provided me a succinct oneness, bravo writer:
** Design
Good designers are an interesting breed; they live and breathe in the aesthetic and functional realm. Their discerning eyes notice type treatments on commercials and movie credits. A great-looking chair makes them green with envy.
If you are a kindred soul to this kind of thinking, check out our Design programs:
* Digital Design (D)
* Graphic Design (AAA/BFA)
* Industrial Design (BS)
* Industrial Design Technology (AAA)
* Interior Design (AAA/BFA)
* Residential Design (D)
Maybe its because I am feeling quite enlightened yet when I read those words and descriptions I felt complete, no longer do I need to search.
So what shall I study? I never much thought about the variations of art my newfound hobby would lead me. I am leading towards graphic or digital design, as Walt Disney is a huge inspiration for me. The idea of transforming a doodle into a living being excites and intrigues beyond words. As I reflect, I realize it is the seed that sparked my interest in drawing. To be. To become, the idea, the expression, the spirit of my 10 year fascination and love.
The idea of being in a city of Pikes Peak and the birth of Il Giornale bring a smile to face and appreciate. To the art managers in Seattle. So many fine artists I would love to meet and greet. Not the ones you may think yet the "truest" of artist if there is such a word, at least to me.
The idea is growing legs, far reaching legs. Its possible, its possible and on the destined path. As my hand itches, an instinctual sign of positive thought and attraction. I digress as my put down my pencil and return the smile to my newly drawn gray elephant.
Thursday, January 15, 2009
I have been thinking, writing, planning, experimenting with various monetary platforms. Scientifically speaking, business platforms are my study.
My skill set is that I am great with people and getting the job done.
Monday, January 12, 2009
I know that the human marketplace is about to get a little more congested, as if that really matters to me. The ideal situation will appear, I know that and I don't believe I have to be to patient. The men and women I admire, hey I am one of you at the core and as I raise my "pole" for guidance and opportunity, today I feel good that my ability, consistency, and quality nature is in alignment.
James
Wednesday, January 07, 2009
Duck weave, duck weave. At first thought one may think I am boxing yet the spinning of an architectural design is web like. I am mixed between focusing on one idea till it rains or working on a set of ideas as the days of the week change. There are pros and cons of each while I wonder which method will draw blood first, fast, and amply reoccurring. CrankVolante - The flywheel comes to mind, as the center is, holding many branches. Initially the drips will be slow, yet eventually they will be fast and controlling the spigot will become science.
As I inch closer to my $3.3m goal. Donations, project work is welcome.
James
Tuesday, January 06, 2009
Horatio Alger (nationwide)
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Date: 2009-01-06, 9:29AM PST
It has been a week since my last post in Las Vegas with a posting title change. As my ideal situation may seemingly be fairy tale, Adam Smith my become my pseudonym. To my faithful readers, please keep that in mind or feel free to always check my blog for the latest and greatest.
Happy New Year to all. As I communicate my ideas and thoughts, for my clarity, I have had a breakthrough in thought and understanding. I understand the benefits of doing a task, job, etc in a mechanical way. For the longest time, I didn't understand what was meant by others when the stated be the best at mopping the floor - as Colin Powell stated. Yet now I do. Being mechanical means being able to do a job, task, etc without much thinking, really no thinking. I recall when I would do factory, ups, rps, or shall I say jobs that was more physical than mental that I would always come up with great ideas, plans and never knew why yet I was always eager to go to work.
The idea hit me as I was practicing dribbling a basketball. As I spend one day week to practice my skills and just so happen to be reading a philosophical which highlighted the idea of working mechanical or be the watchman. As I often do, I close my eyes and dribble up and down the court, feeling the ball not with hands yet energy and anticipation. As I got so engrossed in my practice that I was able to think about what was actually taking place in was amazing. I say all that to mention that I have a new found mechanical understanding.
Summarize: star ceo athlete (great visual), $3m; $10k cash, Black Audi RS6 2008 - sign on bonus; 2 year contract.
Experience - Hit the goal, do it again.
Skills - idea, skillful, masterly
Knowledge to know I think in business terms. That makes sense to me and how to grow a profit, make a win situation, those little things that grow friendships.
Since my search for the ideal situation, I have begun my steps to hit the goal that I am seeking. I recently identified 5 lines of business that I currently know or want to know how to earn money to hit my goal. I have assembled a small team to assist with my goals, and have begun making small steps. The joy of my life is my purpose and I realize that I have no choice yet to enjoy the journey.
James
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Dear Santa
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Date: 2008-12-23, 1:07PM PST
Click and Save. Click and Save. All aspects of life runs through my head as I am now aware of an ad time out on craigslist. Of course it was a master piece yet is it really lost. The seed has been planted somewhere in the universe.
Summarize: star ceo athlete (great visual), $3m; $10k cash, Black Audi RS6 2008 - sign on bonus; 2 year contract.
Experience - Hit the goal, do it again.
Skills - idea, skillful, masterly
Knowledge to know I think in business terms. That makes sense to me and how to grow a profit, make a win situation, those little things that grow friendships.
James
Monday, December 22, 2008
Entrepreneurial Santa
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Date: 2008-12-20, 2:35PM MST
Since I began my US travels, my purpose for these writings have provided multiple new purposeful ideas, and profits. Capitalism, Raising capital, is just like raiSING CAPITAL, pushing a button. I watched Mr. Smith Goes to Washington, or as much as I could as I ran around cleaning the house. I guess it was near the end, as Mr Smith filibustered the court and everyone was forced to listen to him until he can no longer speak. I must watch the movie as it choked me up.
So as I was multitasking today, thought about building a team with Cliff and Kyle. Both are ready. Got a call last night from Kyle, he is committed to 90 days. Bootcamp. Not sure where cliff is on the matter. First lesson to teach, starting today at work - Look for ways to work together tonight. Go about your shift as usual yet let's look for ways to work together. Underlining lesson - as you look for ways to help the other person do a better job, you are creating more value and will be compensated both through anticipating the others move that will pay dividends as you continue to work together.
I see so many ways to impact lives through service. The idea of asserting my financial muscle is ringing in my ears. My thoughts of driving home in Audi show a positive sign - there was a silver one at jordans auto lot. Black Audi RS6, $10k in cash what a beautiful day and feeling of driving home for Christmas. Santa the full list is that experience for pre christmas and $3.3m total combined janurary 2 for to allocate as I please as long it lasts for 3 years and creates $20 m in value which can be in either profit, salary, purchases of goods and services.
I feel excited as my world is becoming clearer. Got startled earlier yet motivated now. Yes Santa the added purpose of this letter: I am seeking an opportunity that is ideal. Running multiple divisions of a corporation seems to make me smile. Know the detail of what that entails and commitment.
James
Dear Santa
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Date: 2008-12-22, 11:44AM MST
Consistency is the key. 5 cities (Atl, Dallas, Chicago..to name a few) and still going strong. Great responses, questions, business deals and new friends. I believe more and more in Santa. Christmas list, for those new elves; $3.3 m funding for the study of Mithokurdics, an Audi Black RS6 and $10k for to me to pay dividends to my family for christmas this year.
I met with my two c.e.o's yesterday and set the course of action. Gave them a set of tasks, a time frame, and an ultimatum. Anything other than having the tasks done is failure. We each of have 5 lines of business. 2 same lines for which to work together. My advisory service $100 a week, has been most effective. As we worked together on Saturday, I mentioned that our goal is for us to look for ways to work together on the ramp, to see if we can impact the our partners earning more money through better service. They reacted positively, which spawned the 90 day business goal of $12,000 for both of them.
As I see a miraculous light, Santa my thoughts are on directing my thoughts and as you see I am doing a good job. Income producing systems is a novel idea and a wonderful mission.
James
Friday, December 19, 2008
My school - mithokurdics; entrepreneur ism at its best
Insurance - P/C; health; CD enhancement software
CDL A License : Driver experience
Retail/Operation Mgt: banking experience
Asset Acquisition: acquisition experience
My perfect stimulus package, $3.3m, the infrastructure I will build. A flexible experience that would be advantageous for the next generation.
Yes dear Santa the perfect position and situation. Disciplined, determined, destined here at your service.
James
Thursday, December 18, 2008
Deear Santa
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Date: 2008-12-18, 12:10PM CST
Christmas is almost here and my faith in you is strengthening each day. As I have written a few times in other cities, the response has been overwhelmingly positive. So many like minded individuals with such amazing adventures of the past and wanting to deliberately create the future. Yes Santa, I am an entrepreneur. For awhile there I tried on many other hats - business consultant, business architect, salesman, analyst, stock trader, teacher, etc..to name a few. However, it was not until last week, whereby the name popped back in my head with such force. I began becoming acquainted with the term entrepreneurism again, researching the term, its definition, how its now categorized and considered in the world or shall I say my peers.
One who organizes and assumes the risk and reward of business. Not exactly the definition as in webster yet a good one for my current purpose. As I recount my experiences, my mentors, and startups I have never been happier than rallying the forces to determine if a venture can be successful. I have gotten quite good at accessing an opportunity, and dedicating myself to the task for 90 days doing whatever it takes to earn and create the agreed upon value. Most times its capturing a sell yet my ideology of never losing principal also includes the payment for my services, other times its building a system.
As I consider the world, economy, and the seemingly mess that big business has caused so they communicate in the media. I ask myself, well if all these companies are going belly up, filing bankruptcy, asking the government for help, I wonder where all the money is and who has it. Yes there are so many talks about Lehman Bros, AIG, the Ponzi fund manager, yet I can not help but wonder where is the money. Someone has it, someone profited...who and where are they.
Dear Santa as you know who has been naughty and nice, send this letter to those nice, wealthy, smart geniuses so that can extend an an olive branch of $3.3 million. No one can do any worse than them, and I too have lost money that has afforded me a wonderful business education, I too am smarter and determined to put more systems in place to secure my principal. Mr. Buffett says first rule of business is not to lose principal. For the longest time, or maybe just today, I use think he meant the money initially invested. Today I am beginning to think he meant so much more and the principal is really principle. Word play, semantics or whatever else you may want to red flag me about. Yet in either case, the media world is presenting a decay in both.
I have been reading resumes upon resumes, mostly to capture ideas of how to improve mine, to begin building my team as I know Santa will fulfill my request. There are so many creative resumes which must count for something. I want to find the best persons and organized them around my business ventures. My service to the world, just like Sam Walton, Fred Smith, Asa Candler. All men that created an economy within themselves which spawned an amazing service to the world.
Yes Dear Santa, I seek the perfect position/opportunity for me to expand and service the world. I have 5 divisions set up and ready to roll mentally and on paper. I love to travel, great with people, can motivate from an individual to a team. I get things done. My intent is always holistic yet singularly when pursing an agreed upon task. Dear Santa, be safe in your travels.
James
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Dear Santa
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Date: 2008-12-17, 1:34PM EST
As I have currently written in two cites, this being my third, in search of you---Dear Santa, I have for the first time actually read through many of the resumes of others looking for jobs, careers, positions and was quite impressed with their word choices. I found others out there for whatever reason, they are seeking. Yes it could be deemed a Matrix like concept yet I did find others I would love to work with in the varying divisions of my corporation.
I have been mentoring and playing a money game with two individuals for the past few weeks. The game is simply doubling your money, starting with a $0.01. The details of the game are simple so email if you would like to know more and I could email you the rules. In any case, while working with them I realize how so many people have know direction. Are just floundering around, similar to I, I guess. Granted I am working towards something and have both a mission and purpose yet I now understand how Sam Walton must have felt building his company...nurturing his seed as well every other great CEO and entrepreneur. They all mention finding good people, keeping good people, working with good people is key.
As I have been thinking about this letter to you, I been forced to really think about my character, strengths, interests, and passions. I understand the art of creating value through good service to all. That is what translates into sales, income, good will.
I recently began experimenting with a gifting program. You know the one, say what you will they work if you work. Its just like any business, you have to market, be creative where you place them, how you word them, and deliver a good value at the end....Og Mandino I am, and have begun sculpting my self sustaining business venture system. I guess it would be easier to swallow if I called it a subscription service, as the light bulb goes off in my head. Excuse me while I go write this down.
Dear Santa my christmas wish this year is $3.3 million dollars, $100k within the next few days so that I can purchase an Audi RS6, drive home for the holidays and pay dividends to my family and friends. As I enjoy Christmas as I have always dreamed, mentally free of thought about executing my plans with money for the next 4 years. The freedom of living the way I deserve, creating opportunities for others through my services. Its quite a beautiful corporation.
Dale Carnegie, Napoleon Hill all experienced the miraculous gifts of the universe and you Santa, so I know that everything is possible. The beauty of the story alone is priceless and will be a perfect foreword for my first book and a great tale to tell in yours. Mr. Johnson how did you find your Santa?
James