Friday, April 03, 2009

Son, I stumbled again. I feel good about this stumble as it too was not very well directed. I sat there amazed bewildered of the outcome. It all happened so fast. I missed you today. I am deeply in love with you. I kind of caught you off guard, yet you stayed reserved. Still singing the same ol song. Ah I recoiled briefly and realized Me communicating my thoughts were as more for me as for her. You think of not being selfish and considering the others thoughts so only positive vibrations reverberate. To miss, my thoughts were on them and they are what matters. E=MC 2(squared). Energy equals matter times (considered) in two unique ways conscious and subconscious. My subconscious has been planning, reciting, enjoying, winning, succeeding and as I realize in my conscious its seemingly second nature so I transmit energy to what matters. (Okay, that was a far stretch to incorporates Einsteins theory. Funny how that idea has been stewing with me for about a decade when my brother and I decided to build our mission statement off it. I must find that flyer we made - at the same time another example of the theory)

What is work. Doing something I don't want to do. What is play. Being Everything else. My steps to directed thought has led me to Mr. Leonardo da Vinci.

Obstacles cannot crush me. Every obstacle yields to stern resolve. He who is fixed to a star does not change his mind.
The Notebooks of Leonardo da Vinci

I still miss you and that makes me smile ear to ear.


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